So I went with Joey to get his birthday tattoo today.

He got two gold dollar signs on his chest.

Well, actually he only got one of them. The other is coming soon.

It looks alot better than I thought it would, I actually like it alot. :]

I like it. :]

He likes it. :]

So it's all good.

So I can't stop thinking about Kelly.

And today I realized how much of friends we really were.

I mean, we weren't best friends, but until today, I hadn't really realized that we were friends at some point. 

It just really sucks that it takes something like this, to remember the good times you had with someone.

Like, freshman year, when I met her. We had lunch together. She was cooky, crazy, Kelly. With her mismatched outfits. Haha. We used to talk about our mutual love for Daft Punk. And how much it sucked being a redhead. Haha.

And I remember everyone always saying, "gosh, Kelly is so annoying!!" Because she would never stop talking, haha.
And I remember saying, "Nah, she's not so bad." 

And how we danced together to "One More Time" at Candace's sweet 16.

And then we stopped talking. She had changed alot, so I had thought then. I started making fun of her, as did alot of people. 

And then out of nowhere she  I.M.ed me on Friday. And we talked for about 2 minutes. And then she said she had to go. 

And then hours later she died.

I just feel like it was my last chance to make ammends. And I didn't. And I wish I had. Because I'll never be able to again. 

I can't help but wonder if where she said she was going was where she'd never come home from.

R.I.P. Kelly. <3

So I found out this morning that Kelly Minnix died in a car accident last night.

She was drinking and driving and hit a tree. She wasn't wearing a seatbelt.

I'm not going to pretend I was friends with her, hell, I really didn't like her.

I'm not going to lie, I made fun of her all the time.

But, I'm still sorry for her family and everyone that loved her.

It just sucks, it could have been any of us.
 
It's so weird, she just I.M.ed me yesterday.

I hadn't talked to her in over a year.

And then she died that night.

I don't know, I just think it's weird. 

It's just, when someone dies, it doesn't really set in. You don't really realize that this person is gone forever. That you'll never see them again. 

She was only 18.

R.I.P Kelly.

Current Mood: apathetic

Yesterday was me and Joey's one year anniversary. :]
I surprised him with a picnic out in front of his apartment complex.
There's a lake there,and a big tree.
It was really nice. :]
I got food from Olive Garden and made brownies.
He liked it. :]
So that's good.

I got my schedule today. 
It's alright I suppose.
I don't really want to go back to school.
The only reason I want to go back is for photo.
I wish I could just take photo all day long, haha.
But I can't. :/
So two periods a day will have to do.

The Rocket Summer last night was sooooooo good.

Better than the first time I saw them, I think.

He was so adorable. And a total sweetheart.

His hair looks better long. :]

The first half of the night was spent trying to sneak Aric in the backdoor. Since he didn't have a ticket. But he waited too long to go in the backdoor and they kicked him out of the alley. :[

Then he made me ask security guards if I could "bribe" them into letting my friend in. Of course the answer was no.

But it was a good show. :]

And we went to Denny's after. Yumm.

Current Mood: awake

I had a dream about my pap last night.

All us kids were at Gram's.  We were still little then.

It had snowed all through the night and we all ran outside as soon as we woke up.

We all played, had snowball fights, made snowmen.

And Pap came outside. 

We all looked at him, and waved. 

And he smiled. And waved back.

He stayed outside and watched us play.

It was nice to see him.

I miss my Pappy.

Current Mood: peaceful

The Honorary Title is tomorrow night. I'm really excited. 
I've been waiting forever for them to come around and have an all ages show. 
They're playing with the Format, so it should be a pretty good show. 
Aric is going. :] And Karelia might go too. :]
We haven't been to a show together all three of us in ages. 
So I'm pretty excited.

Current Mood: excited

So I just made another journal. I had one years ago, but deleted it, so I figured I'd make a new one. Something to keep me off of myspace. :] 

I have to finish a collage for personal fitness. >:[ Seriously, it's summer school, I don't want homework. Hmph.

I'm going to go jog now. So this'll have to be a short entry. :]

Current Mood: blah